I was wrong. So wrong. Forgive me.
Look up into the sky, what do you see
blue, light blue, white, marshmallows
a shape so familiar in your eyes
yes, the clouds are singing for us
they have collaborated to shape
a warm, sincere heart just for us
in the center of the great blue sky
where every individual shares a glance
everyone looks at the same blue sky
everyone sees the bright moonlight
everyone adores the sky up high
and there, the great singer presents
its greatest gift, for us and only us
Yet I was so wrong. So wrong. Forgive me.
I know you will, a magnanimous heart
but I would accept it if you did not
because I deserved it. I deserved it.
A great heart, a clever mind, in you.
But what was I, a selfish narrow-minded
who knows what, I don't even realize
until I missed you, totally, beyond
tonight, as I stare into dark blue infinity
all are gone, blankness bounds back
loneliness surrounds, fills, drowns
until I missed you, did I realize I was wrong
did I know I deserve a yell in the face
I apologize, I do on my knees, and cry
Cried out my heart
I realized the greediness in me
that caused my dissatisfaction
ultimate desire for more and better
until I missed you, did I realize I was loved
by the most wonderful person
who one could ever have met
and you had forgiven me
because of the open-mindedness
within, deep within, locked in, you heart
and now I realized, I was the only one
who you had shared the key with
no other, were permitted, to gain access
to your magnanimous, warmly nurtured heart
