bring me back to fifteen years old please

High school is almost done for Andrea. She can't believe this. Scroll to the bottom of this blog -- you see that Elmo wearing a square grad hat? Andrea's gonna be wearing that VERY SOON......

Can't wait for university, a brand new challenge. But just can't manage to leave high school behind like that. Seems like I still owe high school something. Seems like there's a lot more that I haven't done. Even though I've done a whole lot OMG!

Funny things happen as the end nears! Still remember the first feeling of being a senior. Now, however, the feeling is totally different. Another feeling. That initial senior pride: we senior class gonna dominate the school.....nobody can do anything to stop us babyyy. But now: bring me back to fifteen years old, having a god damn crush on a sophomore OMFG. What am I to do now huh?


OKAY LET'S GO OFF TOPIC

Dear Austin Mahone, why is your singing voice so sexy? I think it's your accent. That accent I LIKE. Come to prom with me? xxxxxx

Sexy Mahone from [austinmahone.com] HAHA obviously, his website

I found it from Google images actually. Shhhhh.

11:11, my favorite song at the moment baby. THAT ACCENT.

Okay kisses bye xxx

There's a rainbow after every storm.

Life is hard, but there's always that rainbow out there, telling you that everything's going to be okay.

I guess I've never felt that love before. I may think I had, but no, I probably haven't. I may think that I've loved someone and they, too, have felt my love, but no, I may have been wrong. So wrong that I think I'm doing only the right thing. When lies are constantly told, they become the truth. Rumors, like bubbles, disappear when ignored. But they grow and increase rapidly when stirred. Dear, be a nice person; before speaking, think about what you might think and how you might feel if you were the 'victim' of your very own harsh words.

Let it rain, let it snow, let it shine, let it be!

Let go if it does not belong to you!

Oh wait, it's mine, but why do I have to let go?

Life is tough, dear!

But remember, there's a rainbow after every storm. The world doesn't stop spinning, time doesn't stop running. Life goes on, and your mind too, and your heart, too. Treasures are everywhere!

There's a rainbow after every storm.

Feel the colors, feel the sunshine.

Feel yourself, and you know that you are the one designing your life. You are the one and only one that makes your own life great.

There's a rainbow after every storm.

Ad for June - you are sweet and ex-straw-dinary

June, please. Please be good to me.

"Luck is believing you're lucky," said Tennessee Williams.

I need luck, and I believe that I am lucky.

Confidence, imagination, and knowledge are essential to a good life.

In contrast, 

arrogance, carelessness, and irresponsibility are detrimental to life.

Confidence, commitment, cooperation, and contribution are requisites to a win-win situation.

Dear golden four-leaf clover,

you are sweet and extraordinary. You are beyond ordinary.

Your friend, scarlet strawberry

is just as sweet as you are.

Together you make the sky shine, make the world glow, make the galaxy sparkle. The universe is all under your control.

I need you, and that is all I want.

Make my luck lucky.

Dear strawberry avalanche, 

you have been here for Andrea for 14 months.

You were here whenever Andrea needed you.

Brielle doesn't talk much, but she loves you too.

Have a sweet, sweet June.

Then Summer is all yours to love.

Keep calm and be myself.

Click here to be yourself.

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

There is nothing wrong with being myself.

I have my own world, and I choose how to decorate it.

My life is mine, and I choose how to live it.

I was born to be myself.

The greatest goal in my life in the world is to be myself.

And I choose how I do that.

Keep calm, and be myself.

And that's what I tell myself.

"The journey is the reward." Hope is buried in tears

You see big bright stars

Shining and giving light to your future

Scattering support and hope for your way ahead

Completing and fulfilling your journey

You see tiny faint stars

Sparkling weak little fading lights

Trying to absorb energy from the galaxy

Halting and obstructing your journey

Sometimes things go well,

but at times,

things fall apart.

Sometimes,

Smiles fight for the camera

Other times, 

Tears beat the rain.

"The journey is the reward."

Explore, fight, dive

Cry, yell, swear

Hope is on the way

But buried in tears

Until you wipe them off

and discover the treasure

Success is never easy

Tears are required to break the lock

Cry, cry, cry, and cry

Until the heart and mind find their ways

to unlock the treasure chest

in which you will find

a gold medal of success

❝I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed.❞ - Michael Jordan


❝Success is dependent on effort.❞ - Sophocles

A good story does not need an ending

A good story does not need an ending.

It makes you forget the world throughout, and brings you tears at the end.



"Never chase love. It will come naturally."

It comes naturally;
Your tears come naturally.
No need to hold it back;
Let them come and go.

Intoxicated by memories and feelings

Oh, and, you know,
It hurts most when I pretend it doesn't.



So quit playing with my mind.
A peaceful friendship is all I'm asking for.


And I'm glad the boy doesn't play with my heart.
Just promise that you'll be here through it all,
and I'll be there for you when the shit days pass.

te amo


Hey, I want to enjoy life, as much as anybody else does.

The journey is the reward. Life is Tough

Life is tough.

You meet obstacles

and encounter trouble.

Sometimes you just cannot reach up high enough

and sometimes the rain just pours down so heavy on you.

They happen when you are just not in the right mood

and rain pours when you just happen to not have an umbrella.

Life is never easy for anyone.

There are huge, tall walls to climb over

and there are rain, snow, and hail all attacking at once.

Sometimes things just scatter like crazy down on you

without you having any knowledge what has happened

or any experience to know how to deal with them.

But that's life

and everybody is going through it with you

Yet among the scattered leaf piles

you find this sparkling diamond

glowing in the gloomy shadows

and that is an indication of hope

which will certainly bring you forward

only if you try hard and do the best

Never can one rely on pure luck

some kind of work has to be done beforehand

always, always, always

no heaven will arrive to pick you up

if you've never fallen into a deep valley

And always remember

among those scattered pieces

within those gloomy shadows

there is always someone

there to make you smile

there is always a light

to lead you forward

You light up your own day

by doing the right things

in the right way

Life is never easy,

but you can find a pathway

that leads to your easy life.

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You've given me inspiration

and promised me an enriched future

with a life full of dreams and hopes

and a world of art embracing me

I know you aren't disappearing

You've just moved elsewhere

but I just like the old feelings

it just feels so much like home

I'll work hard

I'll overcome obstacles

I'll believe in myself and others

Hope for the future and

Everything will move along

I'll move on, no matter what happens.

I'll keep running, even if the rain stops.

As life goes on, my heart goes on.

reset your eyes, erase your mind

If you are afraid of reality and you are not ready to face it

don't worry, paint some fiction, and live your fantasy world

because you will find love and a colorful pathway

filled with hopes and dreams, painted with motivations and inspirations

that will lead you to your own beautiful world

reality is everywhere, and you cannot escape it

but you can make it prettier by creating your own dreams

Mistakes are inevitable and they are crucial

they are the only things that give you success

learn from it and change something

start with a dream, then explore boldly and make mistakes

remember what happened and give a change

explore more and find yourself a big step towards outer space

make it happen, then find that fantasy has turned into reality

things take time, effort, and love

dream, paint fiction, color the sky, and curse reality

It's okay to do so, because there are people just like you

doing the same, just somewhere else, probably far away,

but still on the same planet, sharing the same sky

the world is small, and there are people you have not met

who might change your life, or who that will bring you a new sky

don't be afraid to go out and explore, because you will never know

what has been out there waiting for you all the time

there is no point living in fear

erase the junk, reset the worthless

move forward, because time doesn't wait

paint your own fiction with colorful dreams

Life is ahead waiting, ready to greet you with a bright smile and a warm embrace

Unforgettable

Things happen

People leave

Memories stay

Hope inspires

Life goes on

Shit happens

People regret

Pain bothers

Conflicts hinder

Life goes on

The world spins

People are diverse

Broken hearts heal

Love brings hope

Life goes on

Memories

Experience

Determination

Commitment

Perseverance

Endurance

Tolerability

Hope

and Love

Together 

Heal and Move Life Forward

Don't cry, just don't

Life has much to go

Be strong, stay strong

There is more to life

than a bad day

It will never be a bad life

Live today and aspire more for a better tomorrow

Don't count every hour in the day; make every hour in the day count.

Airplanes fly, said Papa.

Balloons fly, said Mama.

Birds fly, said Miss.

I believed everything when I was growing up.

Now I'm still growing, I know, even though I don't feel it and no one else does.

And I believe everything, still.

But life gets though. I've found my path; at least, the starting line.

But as I dug for treasure and pray for sunshine

airplanes don't fly like real 

balloons don't fly like they shall

birds don't fly like, anymore

There is only one thing in the entire universe

the universe that we all share

that flies above our heads high and beyond

forever to infinity

Time.

Dear Time.

Only Time flies; nothing else does.

Airplanes fly, even if not like real, but they land to where we place our steps.

Balloons fly, even if the wrong way, but they pop and fall to where we kick sand.

Birds fly, even if towards nowhere, but they return to where we keep ourselves.

They fly, but they land, they fall, and they return.

And Time?

Dear Time?

Time flies, like airplanes and balloons and birds, but Time does not land, fall, nor return.

Time flies like Time, and Time stays like Time.

They come and go without ever turning back.

Ever. Never.

Time gives us everything. Cherish it.

You cannot keep it, so make the best of it while you can.

Every growing second adds to life.

Life is about Everything, so each and every second brings you the puzzle pieces towards Everything.

❝Life is all about timing...the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable...attainable. Have the patience; wait it out. It's all about timing.❞

~Stacey Charter

Dear Time, I love you more than anything

❧ Andrea ❥❦

Away, away, to celebrate

Away, away, to celebrate

away from the ground

away from the planet

away, away, into the galaxy

away, towards the shining stars

away.......to my blooming world

away, away, away

away to my own world

fantastic world

full of burning stars

this is us

would you know

this is us

I need you to know

this is us

our dream

we shall know

see that globe in the gypsy's hands

see the future doing great

see that globe in Santa's hands

see the holidays glowing bright

see that globe in our hands

see our shining dreams come true

see the marbles in the children's hands

see childhood happiness and freedom

dominate their loneliness

see laughter sound away and away

vibrate towards my galaxy

reaching near my ears

through the thousand layers of pain

I see you coming

coming and coming

away, away, from the ground

away from the planet

to the glowing galaxy

over the burning stars

above, away, away

from the thousand layers of pain

never did I know

life was easy

<3

"There is no greater bore than perfection." - Richard Connell, Most Dangerous Game

Work.

This word seems to tire everyone

Yet it is the truth that keeps life going

Without work, you are useless.

Being useless, equals not having a life.

Simple.

"There is no greater bore than perfection." - Richard Connell, Most Dangerous Game

So yes, I have loads of work to complete.

Yet at times, I feel an empty schedule ahead

Is it that I don't know what to start with?

I am myself.

Independent.

But I need warmth

to spark life

Like a streetlamp

independent

defending itself against

wind and rain

but needs the warmth

of its light bulb

to keep it strong

sometimes

no punctuation

is wonderful

feelings are nonstop

they do not need fullstops

just think no punctuation

isn't that great

improvise

your. own. words.

Life goes on C:

Big Smile 

Blog your heart out

Good day, good day

good weekend

this is a hotel

glowing on a fall night

a pool at the pub

extending to infinity

pub music filling the air

and barbecue roasting

three couple chairs

beside the fireplace

cool breeze sliding by

winter shall arrive soon

the days are warm

the nights are cool

not enough sweaters

to keep me warm

but does it matter

when love is near

two years later and the time comes

I will see the most important time of life

approaching......

Please, Dear Time, travel slower

I need time to grow up

I need you to prepare for life out there

Please, Dear Time, travel slower

I will enjoy the best moments of life 

before the big time comes

why...I see time pacing its way

towards the infinite infinity

lovely pool, it's my place

I'll be there, beautiful pub

wait for me, precious time

Love and Peace are Eternal - UN Day, a day worth celebrating and remembering

"A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality." 

~John Lennon

United Nations Day is on every 24th of October.

Why? Because the UN was officially formed on this day in 1945.

Isn't this day worth remembering?

You make me dream

a dream so wild

You make me dream

a dream so real

You make me dream...

some dreams don't come true

You make me...

dream some reality

And you make me 

dream far far away

You drift me out to space

where the controls break

and I will rotate 

like a satellite

around Earth and wait

until you bring me back

 and I will then return

to see the world again

UN Day

Hello to the World

Make poverty history

would you like to suffer from hunger,

would you like to live on less than $1 a day?

Make illiteracy history

would you like to be illiterate,

would you like to know nothing?

Make gender inequality history

would you like men-only worlds,

would you enjoy unequal pays?

Make child deaths history

would you let children die of diseases,

would you let children die after birth?

Make maternal deaths history

would you want to see a child without a mother after birth,

would you want inequality in pregnancy care?

Make HIV/AIDS history

would you want  HIV/AIDS to spread,

would you want affected children without parents?

Make slum dwelling history

would you want to continue biodiversity loss,

would you want unsafe drinking water?

Make wars history

would you want hostility between nations,

would you want to see the world collapse?

The world we grew up on,

the world we carefully created,

the world we dream our dreams,

the world we share our hopes?

The world that belongs to us?

When can I fly

I believe I can fly

Over and over the sky

Some forever goodbye

Why do I feel heavy

Some diligent mind

Working through life

How do I smell the far

Some aromatic formula

Emanated baking sweet

Why cannot I breathe

Are my lungs shut

Not allowing fresh air

How do I look now

My face, my hair, my eyes

Burn all the loads of work

How do I touch you

Some delicate being

Who will let me breathe

Why cannot I get air

Into my once energetic soul

Give me some lively intelligence

Overloaded

Needs to breathe

Too much stuff

Give me a hand

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Don't be afraid to try, but be afraid not to try.

A ship is safe in port, but that's not what ships are built for.

You live to discover, to explore, to dig deep and find treasure.

Here, a new season - my Autumn baby. October!

Find fun, enjoy high school. I believe I can fly. Make the best out of it.

No regrets, no remorse, no sorrow.

You can do it, you can do it, you can, and you can!

Be afraid not to try! Try, and don't be afraid!

You are safe in a lonely zone, quiet and unknown, but that is not what life is for!

Life is for ADVENTURE, DISCOVERY, AND TREASURE!

L O V E  L I F E !

Find a sparkling star in the beautiful night sky.

Even luckier, you get a shooting star.

That's what you're shooting for.

You goal, over there,

high, up high,

reach for

it!

IT'S YOURS♥

the sky is bright

the sky is bright

I see it shining

brighter than the sun

the sky is vast

I see it expanding

bigger than the ocean

we're looking at the same sky

but I can't see you...