Name me Season

Winter season is almost arriving!

Look at this meal signed last Christmas.

Missing it much!

The pain then brought a lot of joy that I share today

Likin' it much.

I'm feeling a cold already.

Fall, is it?

Autumn. 

The seasons have got such beautiful names

I want to be a season

to be able to change my nature 

without being punished

when things go wild, so do I

so I change my nature

but people get disappointed

seasons disappoint people too

but what can they do to the seasons

nothing.

so I want to be a season

who nobody can do anything to me

when I go wild.

One wish, one wish

A big one, that is

to be successful,

which encompasses

a lot more.

To be able to do what I had been doing

that hurts myself without hurting myself

that would be success.

where do I stand?

where can I ever see my wish come true?

The only thing I ever want,

for Christmas this year.

Santa, you're my baby!

Looking back

Looking through my cookbook.

Found this meal signed in June.

Now I should be signing October already.

Realized I didn't cook it. 

Or, more accurately, haven't cooked it yet.

I cook one meal at a time. 

I may prepare a lot of meals at once,

but will cook only one.

I think about

less than a year later

when I'm leaving

and starting a new life

it's one life, the same life, I know

but still it's new.

It's pretty hard to believe.

I think about

when I will feel freedom once again.

I don't even remember the feeling of it

because if I try to feel it, 

I will go there

I won't be able to get rid of it again

I will be inundated with spirits of freedom

thoughts of dreaming wild

when in reality 

I have to suppress freedom

and live through the battle now

who know when this battle will be over

I know, but how much more will I suffer

I know this pain will build me

like painting concrete in me

to prepare for the strong winds ahead

but right now it's just too painful.

I want to cry, yell, scream into the night

hoping no one would hear

yet wishing someone would find me

hidden and sobbing in the dark

under this bleak night sky

If I see a star, I'll go with it

I'll follow, to wherever it may go

If no star shines above

I'll paint my own galaxy.

I tell myself,

Keep walking, until the path ends.

At the end, there will be a finish line.

I'll knock it down, I'll feel triumphant

I'll be sharing the love

I won't be somber anymore

but don't dream yet.

because the finish line is not here yet.

It's getting near, but only if I don't dream about it.

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It had been a hectic week - assignments, reports, lab designs, essays, investigations, ......

Whenever I feel stressful,  I think of Tom Daley. That guy whose dream came true, who won something to show for all his hard work in London 2012.

Whenever I need inspiration, I think of Tom Daley. That guy who fought all the way through the tough times and found success under the eyes of the world.

No stress, keep calm, and carry on.

No stress, keep calm, and love Daley.

No stress, keep calm, and finish work.

No stress, keep calm, and thank Daley.

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My castle, dear castle.

I write what I want

You read what you want

This is my castle

I make the decisions.

Who says you have to go through hell in order to get to heaven.
But they all say that you have to go through failure and dark times in order to reach the top and become successful.

What makes sense?

Should I just focus on the now, or should I consider the future as well?
What's right and what's wrong? What's good and what's bad?

Things are limited.
Resources are never sufficient.
These are all I have.
Fate is controlled here.
Or is it not?

I wish Psychology was one of the courses I could have chosen to take.

Keep calm, but you can cry all you want.

Gimme one more drink before I sleep

Valentine's Day is full of inspiration!

"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option." - Mark Twain

Dreams are all over the place.

Wild ones stay wild.

Real ones come true.

August 23, 2012 - it's Chinese Valentine's today!

So many dreams here, which do I start with?

"Focus on the now, rather than the future" - said Tom Daley in an interview.

Dedicate yourself to working hard now, then you'll get to enjoy what comes next!

Nice to have a vision board, because you urge yourself to achieve your goal!

"All the hard work, effort, sacrifice, and dedication"

Photo from Tom Daley's Official Facebook Page

I have to say that this boy is scintillating.

Every girl with a smile knows that he's hot.

Everybody knows that he's a great diver.

Nobody missed out on the fact that he's an Olympic Bronze medalist.

Nobody would deny his athletic talents.

However, I wonder if his fans know how much he had been through.

I wonder how many of his fans are inspired by him.

I wonder, but that's not it all.

I have been inspired by Tom Daley, this awesome boy.

He says, 

"All the hard work, effort, sacrifice, and dedication..."

I was inspired by these very words!

Tom is tough, talented, inspiring, and.......hot (cannot deny this fact in any way).

Dreams stay as dreams, but I shall find reality from inspiration taken from dreams.

And I will do that through my hard work, effort, sacrifice, and dedication.

I have trouble falling asleep.

I'm one year younger than him,

and I want to go to school with him.

I have to confess, I'm in love with this boy.

I wonder if Tom will ever see this.

I mean it, Tom really got me inspired to strive for success through hard work and putting in effort.

Tom, you're my very first idol, and you got me regarded by my friend as "one of those girls", and by this my friend meant one of those girls who "scream at hot guys".

But that's not it all, you really, really got me inspired.

Congratulations, thank you so much, I love you from my heart, I'll always be following you, and I wish you the best of luck in your future!

                    --Love from Andrea

You Smile, I Smile

You would be my true friend if:

You make me happy.

You make me happy just by being yourself.

You make me want to hear you talk when I feel crushed.

You tell me not to be jealous of other people.

You tell me that my life is my own to live.

You teach me how to put my tears away.

You teach me how to make everyday a happy day.

You also know that by being happy, you are making someone else happy too.

You make me smile.

If tears swell up in my eyes, you know that I am not crying.

Instead, you know immediately that I am overwhelmed by tears of joy.

All because that I have a friend as wonderful as you.