bring me back to fifteen years old please

High school is almost done for Andrea. She can't believe this. Scroll to the bottom of this blog -- you see that Elmo wearing a square grad hat? Andrea's gonna be wearing that VERY SOON......

Can't wait for university, a brand new challenge. But just can't manage to leave high school behind like that. Seems like I still owe high school something. Seems like there's a lot more that I haven't done. Even though I've done a whole lot OMG!

Funny things happen as the end nears! Still remember the first feeling of being a senior. Now, however, the feeling is totally different. Another feeling. That initial senior pride: we senior class gonna dominate the school.....nobody can do anything to stop us babyyy. But now: bring me back to fifteen years old, having a god damn crush on a sophomore OMFG. What am I to do now huh?


OKAY LET'S GO OFF TOPIC

Dear Austin Mahone, why is your singing voice so sexy? I think it's your accent. That accent I LIKE. Come to prom with me? xxxxxx

Sexy Mahone from [austinmahone.com] HAHA obviously, his website

I found it from Google images actually. Shhhhh.

11:11, my favorite song at the moment baby. THAT ACCENT.

Okay kisses bye xxx

Back from an amazing journey

Photo from: [http://www.parismatch.com/Culture-Match/Musique/Actu/One-Direction-passe-un-nouveau-cap-451016/]

Aw hello there!

Andrea has missed five ads. Her last post was from October - an ad for October. But how about November, December, January, February, and March...?

It's April. Of a new year. New year has passed. And there are lots to say, lots more than can be posted here.

Lots have happened over the past five months when Andrea disappeared from AndreaPaintsFiction.

But no, she hasn't stopped painting fiction!

She was just building up fiction, looking for quality over quantity.



Lots have happened, and it's been amazing. I can't believe this wonderful part of my student life is just about to end. There's a new journey awaiting, a brand new journey, fresh and young. But I just can't seem to let the past be the past...I can't seem to let go! I want to travel in time, return to an even younger stage in life, to tenth grade and before, and relive those moments. There were lots of things that I could have filled my younger life with. My last two years of high school had been packed with non-stop activities. It's been amazing. I've seen potentials in fellow younger students, and I wish I could just return in time, relive, and rebuild those stages of my younger student life.

But of course I can't return. However, I can refill. Refill these missed moments in the future. And I'm looking so forward to that.

I've got plans for myself. Stored in my imaginary secret diary. You want to read them? Okay....but not now!


But I'll reveal one thing. You see that photo starting this post? Yes, I've fallen in love with those five boys. That's one thing I consider an "event" that has happened over the last five months. Okay that's it for now. (You go One Direction!)



And hey, I want to write a book.

Ad for October - Bubbles for Halloween

No ads for July, August, and September

sorry about that!

This ad is for October, but not signed. 

Make it special, for it really is special.

High school life is chewing me up like how I chew up bubble gum!

chew, swallow, chew, swallow

But one for October

because I'm having so much inspiration today

October 20th, it is

I'll remember this date

must be special in a way that I don't know.

September should have been an inspiring month

because of a fantastic trip I had

it was a dream, and I was in it

but chewing gum swallowed me

when I returned to reality

but now I guess the inspiration were just hidden

they did not disappear, I see

they come back now!

they see me!

I'm glad, so glad

to have so much beautiful inspiration around me

gathered from all over the world

and wrapped together in a present

for me on Halloween

no matter it creepy Halloween or cozy Christmas

they're all holidays, all sweets

I thank the world for giving me so much

so much paintings, that is

so much art

so much candies

so much inspiration!

Time flies like marbles roll

Which is faster: 

airplane, jet, helicopter, rocket, spaceship, bird, eagle, balloon, hawk, dragonfly, fireworks, race car, rain, snow, hail, lightning?

None of the above.

Time flies the fastest. And it never turns back.

Easter just passed, I think. I have an easter egg chocolate here in front of me.

But Halloween is approaching, hmm, right after Easter?

Well that doesn't really make sense, does it.

Time flies like marbles roll

it goes random, here and there

it scatters on the floor

and gets me falling over

it drops fast to the ground

without hesitating and boom

my toes are struck

I'm trapped in this marble maze

somebody help me get out.

orange, yellow, blue, and green,

when will this rainbow appear

to lighten up my world

after this gloomy storm

dear paint, you light up my world.

like nobody else.

I'll keep painting

until the sun sets 

I'll pause and hug you

then continue painting

until the sun rises

when can I stop dreaming! somebody tell me!

Name me Season

Winter season is almost arriving!

Look at this meal signed last Christmas.

Missing it much!

The pain then brought a lot of joy that I share today

Likin' it much.

I'm feeling a cold already.

Fall, is it?

Autumn. 

The seasons have got such beautiful names

I want to be a season

to be able to change my nature 

without being punished

when things go wild, so do I

so I change my nature

but people get disappointed

seasons disappoint people too

but what can they do to the seasons

nothing.

so I want to be a season

who nobody can do anything to me

when I go wild.

One wish, one wish

A big one, that is

to be successful,

which encompasses

a lot more.

To be able to do what I had been doing

that hurts myself without hurting myself

that would be success.

where do I stand?

where can I ever see my wish come true?

The only thing I ever want,

for Christmas this year.

Santa, you're my baby!

Looking back

Looking through my cookbook.

Found this meal signed in June.

Now I should be signing October already.

Realized I didn't cook it. 

Or, more accurately, haven't cooked it yet.

I cook one meal at a time. 

I may prepare a lot of meals at once,

but will cook only one.

I think about

less than a year later

when I'm leaving

and starting a new life

it's one life, the same life, I know

but still it's new.

It's pretty hard to believe.

I think about

when I will feel freedom once again.

I don't even remember the feeling of it

because if I try to feel it, 

I will go there

I won't be able to get rid of it again

I will be inundated with spirits of freedom

thoughts of dreaming wild

when in reality 

I have to suppress freedom

and live through the battle now

who know when this battle will be over

I know, but how much more will I suffer

I know this pain will build me

like painting concrete in me

to prepare for the strong winds ahead

but right now it's just too painful.

I want to cry, yell, scream into the night

hoping no one would hear

yet wishing someone would find me

hidden and sobbing in the dark

under this bleak night sky

If I see a star, I'll go with it

I'll follow, to wherever it may go

If no star shines above

I'll paint my own galaxy.

I tell myself,

Keep walking, until the path ends.

At the end, there will be a finish line.

I'll knock it down, I'll feel triumphant

I'll be sharing the love

I won't be somber anymore

but don't dream yet.

because the finish line is not here yet.

It's getting near, but only if I don't dream about it.

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It had been a hectic week - assignments, reports, lab designs, essays, investigations, ......

Whenever I feel stressful,  I think of Tom Daley. That guy whose dream came true, who won something to show for all his hard work in London 2012.

Whenever I need inspiration, I think of Tom Daley. That guy who fought all the way through the tough times and found success under the eyes of the world.

No stress, keep calm, and carry on.

No stress, keep calm, and love Daley.

No stress, keep calm, and finish work.

No stress, keep calm, and thank Daley.

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