Intoxicated by memories and feelings

Oh, and, you know,
It hurts most when I pretend it doesn't.



So quit playing with my mind.
A peaceful friendship is all I'm asking for.


And I'm glad the boy doesn't play with my heart.
Just promise that you'll be here through it all,
and I'll be there for you when the shit days pass.

te amo


Hey, I want to enjoy life, as much as anybody else does.

Honey, We Can Do It

I love you.

So simple, but with a meaning so intricate.

I can love anything - a boy, a cup of hot chocolate, winter breaks, a cozy afternoon nap.

But I loved something that I bet many people would never have loved.

I loved it, but I lost faith, not in you but in myself.

My heart is functioning.

My mind is functioning.

But is my brain doing the same?

Please do not let me believe that my brain is not functioning.

This is not what I want.

I had made this promise with you - that loving you is and will always be the great choice.

I have no reason not to love you, do I?

No, I have no reason, not one at all.

So I am still in love with you.

But please, I hate lies as well.

What is it with me?

Dear, Honey, get me back, pull me back into your arms.

I was stable when you were on mind. Always. You gave me the confidence I needed.

Someone, somebody, something, I do not even know who or what is was

who or that shattered my love with you.

It got off my brain, yes, my brain, not my heart or mind.

It was always on my mind. I was thinking about it. But not the right thing about it.

My heart was with it. I paid my full attention to it when I'm with it.

But my brain, my brain was working with it, but not now...

Honey, I need you, desperately...

If you can come back, I promise I will never lose you again.

If you will come back, I will promise that my promise will be a real promise...

Please, you are my hope, my future, my dear.

Autumn Approaches, meaning the Winter days are soon too

I see autumn approaching
the blue in our sky disappears sooner than usual
This means winter days are soon to arrive too
Why, Christmas is the warmest holiday

We stroll through the park
without anymore pavements
like walking on clouds
walking in the air
throughout the town of the sky

It's getting colder and colder
No more shorts and skirts for me
but a warm grey sweater
and some fluffy brown boots
this also means that
I will be holding your heart
every single winter day
a pair of heart gloves
that was under our holiday tree last year

Last Christmas
I had you so warm and close
and we shared our first kiss
under a tall pine tree
in the town of the sky

It's colder this year
I can feel the shivers already
But this also means that
our winters days together
will be a lot warmer

And
Whenever I get the shivers
Your lovely image on mind
Plus the warm pair of gloves that
resemble our hearts
and a cup of nice, hot chocolate
with the sugars of your love
plus a milky kiss
will certainly do

Come Christmas, come dear.