An Ocean of Emotions

The ocean is so big that I cannot imagine how big it is
I can and would only say the ocean is equal to infinity
I doubt scientists and geologists know how big the ocean is
I doubt anyone who knows how infinite this infinity is

I doubt anyone who knows how much my emotions fluctuate
My emotions are so light that they fly here and there
and no one can ever catch a glimpse of my emotions
or the tracks that my emotions leave behind

Drenched in an ocean of emotions
I feel a sense of loneliness
If only you were here to eliminate all emotions but one
the one and only one that makes me beautiful
both on the outside and on the inside

A warm heart inside will naturally bring a beautiful face
Love is the one and only thing that makes a girl a pretty girl
Love of any kind from anywhere at anytime

Until your heart arrives and meets mine
I will be drenched in an ocean of emotions

Life is short. Smile while you still have teeth.

It's just a bad day, not a bad life.

Keep calm and hug your friends.

Keep calm and kiss your lover.

Keep calm and love with all your might.

Keep calm and live your life.

I know you had a great day

I'm glad you came along

To me nothing makes me happier

than know that you're glad to be with me

So be by my side and remember

that I'll always be there for you

when you need me just shout out my name

I'll be there for you no matter what, honey

Now that distance wants to intervene

and separate the freeway of happiness 

then disconnect our bridge of warmth

it thinks we'll all go insane

I'll still be there for you

across air and space

I'll send my wishes and love

I'll blow my goodnight kisses

all the way to your embrace

I'll still be there for you

Honey you have to stay strong

and just imagine

It's just a bad day, not a bad life

without me, life can go great

you just have to imagine

live your life and put me away

You are my sparkling angel 

shine to dominate the skyline

embrace to disseminate your love

and pour it down to the world

I'll always be there for you.

Keep calm, and smile.

Away, away, to celebrate

Away, away, to celebrate

away from the ground

away from the planet

away, away, into the galaxy

away, towards the shining stars

away.......to my blooming world

away, away, away

away to my own world

fantastic world

full of burning stars

this is us

would you know

this is us

I need you to know

this is us

our dream

we shall know

see that globe in the gypsy's hands

see the future doing great

see that globe in Santa's hands

see the holidays glowing bright

see that globe in our hands

see our shining dreams come true

see the marbles in the children's hands

see childhood happiness and freedom

dominate their loneliness

see laughter sound away and away

vibrate towards my galaxy

reaching near my ears

through the thousand layers of pain

I see you coming

coming and coming

away, away, from the ground

away from the planet

to the glowing galaxy

over the burning stars

above, away, away

from the thousand layers of pain

never did I know

life was easy

<3

Magnanimous

I was wrong. So wrong. Forgive me.

Look up into the sky, what do you see

blue, light blue, white, marshmallows

a shape so familiar in your eyes

yes, the clouds are singing for us

they have collaborated to shape

a warm, sincere heart just for us

in the center of the great blue sky

where every individual shares a glance

everyone looks at the same blue sky

everyone sees the bright moonlight

everyone adores the sky up high

and there, the great singer presents

its greatest gift, for us and only us




Yet I was so wrong. So wrong. Forgive me.

I know you will, a magnanimous heart

but I would accept it if you did not

because I deserved it. I deserved it.

A great heart, a clever mind, in you.

But what was I, a selfish narrow-minded

who knows what, I don't even realize

until I missed you, totally, beyond

tonight, as I stare into dark blue infinity

all are gone, blankness bounds back

loneliness surrounds, fills, drowns

until I missed you, did I realize I was wrong

did I know I deserve a yell in the face

I apologize, I do on my knees, and cry




Cried out my heart

I realized the greediness in me

that caused my dissatisfaction

ultimate desire for more and better

until I missed you, did I realize I was loved

by the most wonderful person

who one could ever have met

and you had forgiven me

because of the open-mindedness

within, deep within, locked in, you heart

and now I realized, I was the only one

who you had shared the key with

no other, were permitted, to gain access

to your magnanimous, warmly nurtured heart

it's raining outside, it's the keys to your melody

good night

stars and rain

you're not in sight

but I don't feel the pain

because you're on my mind

silent night

but thunders and rain drops

I don't hear you sigh

but neither do I feel alone

because you're there

singing in my heart

beautiful night

rain, rain, and pouring rain

bucket after bucket

gallon after gallon

drops sliding continuously

unstopping, down my windowpane

lightning flashes, thunder roars

all like a live concert, under the night sky

thunderstruck, thunderstruck

can I cry, I fear the monster roars

but rain drops sing

and play the keys

to your melody

when you're in my heart

you're warm and safe

cozy and beautiful

like a harmonious piece 

beautiful music of the nature

it's you in my heart

safe and sound

you make my sweet nature

pure and lovely

and forever

I wish it could rain like this all day, every day

but you have to be by my side

and always so warm, because I need it

the warmth you give me

I need it

it's okay to love

look at the box of crayons

scattered all around the floor

I'm trying to finish this letter

on the postcard is a beautiful shore

I miss you with me on that sand

 I have the wide brim hat that you wore

tears are bleeding from the heart

and I can't draw anymore

I know it's okay to love

but this distant hardship is pain

the plane has already taken off

I wish to see you back again

 you're the only one I think of

I pick up the note with four words

your sweet handwriting I know this

on it you said dear it's okay to love

you gave it to me with a deep kiss

you got me some sweet chocolates

and always wanted to share a piece

I just want to remember the feeling

you were everything and every bliss

I know it's okay to love

but this distant hardship is pain

the plane has already taken off

I wish to see you back again

 you're the only one I think of

you're the one

I think of

I know it's okay to love

my tears can overflow the rain

you were just so lovely like a dove

I wish to see you back again

you're the only thing I think of

I know it's okay to love

but this distant hardship is pain

the plane has already taken off

I wish to see you back again

 you're the only one I think of

I know it's okay to love

you're the only one I think of

......

❤

❝ I know it's okay to love

you're the only one I think of ❞

--Andrea